The eternal cycle

Its weird, the whole one night stand situation. I mean even when they go well, as my recent escapade did, and both parties are mutually happy with the situation I still can’t stop obsessing about it, well him.

I think it’s much better to have no means of getting in touch (my current situation) with them, because after all, what are you going to say? But it can be hard as you keep thinking maybe they are trying to find a way to get in touch with you, when in reality that is most likely not the case! But without being able to categorically rule it out the” what if’s” pile up.

I need to shut up, I’m doing my own head in.